A broken heart can still shatter. Just when it feels as though strides to survive have been made, I find myself going back multiple steps.
It's a surreal feeling to know that a conversation had will be one of the last spoken. I get it, I understand that at some point in time, we will all die, but the uncertainty of that time is not as heartbreaking as when you are truly given a time frame.
My uncle is currently under the care of Hospice. As he remains fairly coherent, and with his extreme wits and humor about him, I spoke with him the other day and for the first time I didn't really know what to say and yet, I found myself analyzing the words that I was going to say before I said them.